I decided to give up on writing that thing. (scroll down people) how expected.. :P

Well, (song i'm listening to now:) I don't want to miss a thing, and you probably don't either. I guess you all blog reader people should just go stalk me on twitter if you ever want updates. HAHAHA. I'm like not updating my blog..


Humbled at 12:05 am

I got this from Clarissa's blog. I thought it'll be more meaningful to have something to write to/about. Although I'm not going to post all of it on my blog, thought it'd be nice for you all to know what I've been/will be doing. And those on my blog can read it, if i just so happen to talk about you, then wonderful. (:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I'm not going to do this for 30days consecutively. Just thought it'll be a good reflection of my life.


Humbled at 9:59 pm

guess who's back? back again? WAHAHA!

I am like.. SO HAPPY now. why? because I am going to dance. and I'm going to try to bboy today. this is one of the MOST RIDICULOUS things I have set out to do. why? i have exams + competition coming up. oh well.. I can't give up dancing on the whole. NOT TOTALLY, NOT EVER. I've been missing dance. I am being bombarded by dance movies + shows + VIDEOS + people dancing at cityhall! <3


Humbled at 1:18 pm

you'd better watch me. babeh, watch out. you don't want to try me. don't even try me.

there's more than lyrics to a love song, so please don't sing a love song. it's tiring and sickening. i don't want to face another one. i don't like the fact that you're trying to come close. i don't like the fact that you STILL try. i don't know you! back off. NOW.


Humbled at 11:17 pm

What if I keep telling myself "what if?" and my brain believes it's true? What if "what if?" is not just a "what if?" and it's real? I can't keep telling myself "what if?" and got to start telling myself to DO. DO DO DO DO! i can't keep reflecting on the consequences, right? SHEESH. Nat is a mess. >.<

Oh the other hand, I need help. I need YOUR help. YOU who is reading this blog must send me an sms once you read it. It should read "Nonononono. Nat, you must focus on your goals. Get your priorities right". And each one of you, which is like.. eve and qh, might be able to know things happening in my life now. QUITE A LOT is happening actually.. I hate thinking. enough of that.

WE'RE DANCING FOOLS! :D


Humbled at 12:13 am

I remember how I wanted my boyfriend to serenade me. It was one of those "I hope my boyfriend does that for me" conversations and I remembered raising it up. I also remembered promising a some people that I'd serenade them, but I didn't in the end. So.. now I say I'm going to post a guitar video. I'm going to play the guitar for you.. Is that serenading you? lols. It's not only going to be meant for one person anyway. It's going to be meant for all of those who have made a difference in my life. <3 mainly, all of you who read my blog.. wait.. that's only me.



Humbled at 11:46 pm

I would never have guessed that I would miss Bedok View. Well, mainly the friends. I wish we'd all go to the same school. I guess all of us have to start anew. Try making new friends again. It's 7 weeks into poly school term and I haven't really learnt my lesson. Heh. I'm still playing a fool, getting myself into wayyyy too many things and not being able to juggle them. Not to mention the fact that I have CSA paper tomorrow. GOSH. I choose to update my blog at the MOST RANDOM times, seriously. Well, I like short blog posts cause they get the message across quickly. <3



Humbled at 7:05 pm